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So, I guess I'll start off with a brief introduction. I'm notorious on this board as the title was earner through malicious comments and actions. If there was an award for worst client I assume I would take first place.

I've had kidney problems for years now. They manifested in the form of kidney stones. As many of you know this is a very painful endeavor and is treated by opiates/opiods. I was prescribed vicodin which worked for some time until I began to abuse it. I moved up to dilaudid and finished the last 4-5 years with heroin. Shit finally hit the fan and I had to get help. I lost my job, my resarch position at the university, and my current admission is under review. My time here has been fueled by drug induced tirades which were not justified in any shape or form. I sincerly apologize to those who I hurt. Corey is a great guy and is incredibly sincere in helping people. He tried more than once to help me but only to failure on my behalf.

I just finished my detox and I'm living in an outpatient sober facility. I have a companion that accompanies me daily to make sure I don't deviate from treatment. I've decided that along with a clean and sober mind I'm going to dedicate myself to getting in shape.

I can't lift weight yet because I have major kidney issues and any inflammation of muscle causes a huge rise in my Kinease enzyme and activity that can be described as trying to maneuver yogurt through a complex and already fragile circulatory system that is located in my kidneys.

Ill post daily.
With a cardio diary and food intake. My intake will be geared towards the depletion phase of my template but I have to take it slowly.

I just wanted to get this shit off my chest and hopefully rebuild relationships. I would also like to work with Nark himself in the near future.

If anyone has any questions about my struggles with addiction please feel free to ask.
I hope that I can break the cycle that has enslaved my life for the last 5 years and progressively move on.
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Hey mate.
I'm sorry to hear what you've been through... but glad to hear that you've made it through.
Many people do not. You have life, and infinite possibilities ahead.
I wish you the best of luck. Honestly.
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Thanks for the words guys.

So today I earned computer privileges. Today is also my last day on suboxone and xanax. So im excited. Stomach is still not 100%. I still get aches/cramps, ect. I walked in the forest preserve today.

It was so surreal to feel wind blowing on my face and just feeling sunlight. I know this sounds strange but it feels like my sensory perceptions are in over drive but my counselor told me this is normal since heroin numbs all these things.

Meals:

Breakfast
Eggs and apple cinnamon oats

Snack
Protein shake and apple

Lunch
Chicken/potatoes/salad

Snack
Yogurt with blue berries

*Remember these are all baby steps so ill be posting reguraly
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Comp. done with detox ...off all meds 100% dont take anything.....just returned home tonight...Im doing outpatient psych treatment with a therapist...I guess this drug makes addicts for life and I will always be one but I choose not to use anymore and I dont want to relapse either..

Tomorrow Am-Cardio...... will keep posted

Kidneys still fucked but slowly improving-dialysis still a possiblity
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life is a strugle
It can be sometimes. Keep the faith and persevere.

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.”
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